Anxious about the future.

11/10/10
Today I've been feeling anxious about a friend coming to stay with me soon. I went to work, felt energetic and had the usual amount of less insistent thoughts buzzing around but I was very much aware of this event in my near future. It wasn't upsetting just a bit of the unknown weighing my subconscious. I felt like the day should be calm and it was when I was paying attention to what needed to be done but when I had time to think I was drawing the same thought back in. I'm going to pick her up you see, so it's a trip as well as a visit. Most likely a long visit which I'm alright with in theory. I realize the futility of wondering how things will turn out but I can't seem to help it today. I'm very much trying to calm my thoughts and be in the moment but it is not proving easy.